I have a drinking problem. Once I start drinking I can't stop. Even when I know I have had enough I carry on. At least once a week I have no memory of most of the night and certainly no recollection of getting home. I'm scared after every night out in case I have upset someone or said something I shouldn't have. I am really depressed about it but can't stop. I need help but don't know where to start.

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